Masochist

I'm the only one Who knows what you mean Sitting here pretending to be a man of God I see through your lies I know what you mean I read between the lines When you said let them burn You're a fucking disease You intimidate You enjoy others pain I saw it that night In the parking lot You yelled you acted a lot like gabe You love the pity You love all the pain When she left you all alone You drank a 5th of vodka You did a line of candy You were so mad That she would get so so drunk You were so mad she was the girl they all loved to fuck You locked yourself in your apartment You never fucking left I told you to get up Wipe away your tears You're a man for god's sake Have some self respect A little respect goes a long way Remember that time you put the shotgun in your mouth That girl had to call you and calm your ass down And you loved her for it you really fucking did And she left because she liked to drink instead Oh holy train tracks I've been waiting for you That car didn't make and neither did he How dare you run away from all of this You left her in the dirt You left him mangled