Mind Games

My brain playing mind games Just stop, I wanna escape Sometimes I think it's too late Too many problems, I wanna deflate Same change on a different day Outta touch with my faith Can't recognize my face Still, I face decisions that I know I can't make It's something in my blood 'Cause every time I bleed it's blue And I haven't felt so well But I'm not hiding from the truth Just dive in straight into the deep end I don't have a reason to not find my meaning I know I can't, I just need an aspirin Truth is that I'm drowning I cannot heal myself Broken, hurt, but I'm open My brain playing mind games Happy thoughts, they don't feel the same Hate going down, I try to refrain I get so lost, it's hard to explain I tried a million times I tried to read between the lines Can't wait 'til it's over Good luck staying sober Just dive in straight in to the deep end I don't have a reason to not find my meaning I know I can't, I just need an aspirin Truth is that I'm drowning I cannot heal myself Broken, hurt, but I'm open Broken, hurt, but I'm open