Nightmares

Where are you Pablo? I've looked everywhere for you Where are you Pablo? Why don't you answer the phone? Where are you Pablo? Why don't you open the door? Did you go to your brother in Stockholm? Did you go to London again? What's going on Pablo? Tell me what the fuck's going on Where are you Pablo? And everything went upside down in a second and I couldn't go back to sleep And I cannot breathe as long as I got this one hell of a bad disease And the nightmares came over me again And my intention was not to hurt you but I guess that's what I did And all the times I've tried to explain to you what's going on inside my head And the nightmares came over me again You know I need you, I'd never let you go I love you Pablo. You said you'd never leave me Where are you Pablo? 25 cigarettes in a chain and I don't usually smoke at all And 25 blocks without a cane and I don't usually block at all And the nightmares came over me again And I got some bad motherfuckers to deal with and they came for me to tonight And I'm losing myself to a terrible mess that is impossible to fight And the nightmares came over me again You know I need you, I'd never let you go I love you Pablo. You said you'd never leave me Where are you Pablo? And you know the little girl I was talking about she was hanging in a rope I'm so exhausted and I'm so tired of this so don't expect from me to cope And the nightmares came over me again And I said shoot me if you really hate me and then he shot me in the head And I could see it all happen right before my eyes and I was lying down there dead And the nightmares came over me again You know I need you, I'd never let you go I love you Pablo. You said you'd never leave me Where are you Pablo? You know I need you, I'd never let you go I love you Pablo. You said you'd never leave me Where are you Pablo?