I'm Blaming You

I'm Blaming you This was never meant to be this way I know you've evolved But I didn't expect so much change So Far I've picked all the wrong cards You've raced ahead I'm left instead tending to old scars And now you're back in town Looking for common ground Am I meant to look you in the eye, tell you I'm fine when I'm falling apart? And I'm Blaming you And I'm Blaming you I'm blaming you You were meant to wait for me I know you've evolved But why at the expense of me How did you grow so fast You're pushing on but I'm stuck in the past What am I meant to say I'm saving face but I'm not OK No And I'm blaming you And I'm blaming you This ain't my fault I thought I knew you This was bad luck and now I'm stuck You fell ahead but I see through you You fake a smile I run a mile From all the thoughts that keep me broken The final word has now been spoken This downward spiral of self denial I won't let it stop And I'm blaming you