Intoxicated

Is it wrong to love the person I become when intoxicated Then hate myself for days on end In fear, humiliated I blame my genes among other things But we all know the problem starts with me Oh look there's confrontation Let's turn the other way Until I have a few drinks inside of me There's nothing I won't say Then I overcompensate for the next few days Try to be a better person but we all know it's too late The drink and I we aren't friends It loves to take control of me Let me let go of me Like a dog with a bone I can't leave it alone Oh there I go again, self-sabotaging Can't remember what I said or what I done But in my head I know it was all just fun What did I do to piss off you? Did I flirt with your woman Or tell you the truth You know the night's going well When you're talking to the mirror Went out for one an' ended up causing terror Now I'm missing a knuckle on my right fist Can't remember the name of the girl I kissed The drink and I we aren't friends It loves to take control of me Let me let go of me Like a dog with a bone I can't leave it alone Oh there I go again, self-sabotaging... Flashbacks, regrets Self pity, cold sweat Overcome with shame I swear to god I'm never drinking again Flashbacks, regrets Self pity, cold sweat Overcome with shame I swear to god I'm never drinking again