Love Me

I had a good girl who likes me and trusts That's all I really want but I fuck it all up When things go good is when I leave Can't trust these streaks they all deceive Things are goin great? what's around the corner? Someone's there to kill me with a hoodie and a former... Friend of mine, who I told everything to I've got all these girls but it's never been you You fucked me up, you tore me apart Ironic how you kill, but still own my heart You led me on, don't care bout your excuses Made me feel weak every night I'd feel useless Spend it with a drink Spend it with a blunt That night was with you But I still saw love You're the only one Who could make me try drugs I guess I was right So blinded by love This ain't supposed to be about you But you cut me up "boo" Hope you feel so bad that... That It fucks you up too I know it's not godly but I'm only just a man I man who can hate with a pen inside his hand I'd say "fuck you" but that won't solve my issues All I can do is wonder why I still miss you Yeah... why do I still miss you? When someone sees everything that you've been through At 3am, it'll kinda convince you Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you cared But that won't fix anything I'm facin' out here I'm tryin to believe but you made me lose sight Take the "be" and the "ve" and you're left with a "lie" Started talking to this girl Everything was so sweet She was cute, she was nice Man we had the whole dream And truthfully the narrative Was like "bad things" And if you know me at all Then you know that sings Couple of rebels Young and disheveled She wanted me But on a real level Kept leading her on Just like you taught me I'd be in your shoes Cuz to her I'm exhausting But I had her wrapped up Maybe that's all I wanted I swear my intentions ain't bad Huh... My intentions ain't bad But by these decisions I'm haunted Since I hit teens I never liked rules She deserves more, for her heart she's a fool She deserves better than a guy who writes letters and doesnt admit when he's sad cuz he's "cool" Or maybe keepin his cool Maybe he's playin the fool Inside he's so hot Can't let no one in Can't trust her again More faith in a sin Even tho he's found God He can't trust a soul And his hearts getting cold So tired of looking for sunlight in holes So tired of gettin no sleep when it's cold So tired of lookin for faith in a hoax So tired of bein so tired, i know The cure to my pain ain't talkin to hoes The cure to being lonely Ain't gettin so stoned That you can't pick up When ya mom hits your phone Hold me tight Love me close Yeah I try You never know I try to believe but I'm losing the fight Take the "be" and the "ve" and you're left with a "lie" Put me to sleep I'm tired of my grief And I'd like for you to love me To love me To love me To love me