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I can't feel my toes or my fingertips My chest is pounding so fast I can't keep up with it I'm losing it, fuck, I just wanna quit And I'm clenching my face and and I'm touching my dick I need a fix Ana fix and I'm sick of this Showing people my tricks and my tics Ana judging me Judging my fucking sex ANA x ANA x And I'm faking just to stay in my body I'm nervous, I can't fucking stand it Well if that's what they're giving me The pills are my necessity now You won't fix my attitude 'Cause Ana does it better than you (Ana does it better) Ana you save my soul Can you let me have my heart, fall in it Yea-hah (I need you) Ok I'm sick Not the kind of sick that lands you in the doctor Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger It's a kind of sick that turns your legs into spaghetti A kind of sick that makes your blood burn and your bones heavy The kind of sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus The kind of sickness that turns your power into weakness And I'm sick of being sick for this whole fucking place to witness And I'm living a sick life that most people call privilege And they're kinda right but I'm still sicker than I can cope with Ana you save my soul Can you let me have my heart, fall in it I suffer for a living There has to be a limit You know I love you so But that's what I've been given Ana (want you save my soul) Ana (want you to make me slow down) Ana (want you save my soul) Ana (want you to make me slow down) It's showtime I have a lump in my throat I forgot how to breathe Only know how to choke And all these people are waiting To see the kid with the rage But I'm afraid he might collapse before he gets to the stage I need x ANA x Help me bury my thoughts And all the pressure I've suffered To be someone that I'm not I'm shaking a lot (Hey don't fuck up tonight, it's your only shot) Ready or ready or ready or ready or not It's a party You know I love you so Ana you saved my soul Ana (let's pump it up, let's go) Ana (don't make me lose control) You know I love you so Ana you save my soul Ana (let's pump it up, let's go) Ana (don't make me lose control) (Ana) Okay the song is over now But I'm not ready to go (Ana) So this is the shit that happens When I stay awake for days at home (Ana) Hey! Wanna see what happens when I mix Xanax Blow and a MacBook pro (what the-) Don't make me lose control Ana (white pills coming up, let's go) Ana (too late to save my soul) Ana (chew it up, chew it up, let's go), oh woah Ana (coming up, coming up, let's go) Ana you save my soul (my soul) Suffer for a living, has to be a limit You know I love you so (you so) My anxiety traps me like a prison That's what they're giving me The drugs are a necessity (I can't live without you) You won't fix my attitude Ana does it better Ana you make me slow down Joey's gonna hate this Ana does it better Ana does it better Ana does it better Don't make me lose control Ana