I Know

See I been living in a silhouette I'm talking living but still feeling death I lost my passion trying to chase a check I'm moving backwards and can't find the steps Don't need no pastor I ain't holding breath Won't play the game i'm tryna shoot the ref Can't even explain what i'm bout to do next I don't know who is the blame for this pain in my chest Been feeling depressed so I pop one ima roll one Go see what these hoes want My heart been frozen, no beat, no low end Big drinks for coping, losing all hope man Smoke is important, right next to dope man Slow motion when i'm chilling Can't fight the feeling Tryna cope with what i'm dealing seem like watching paint peeling Too much darkness on my mind, tryna seep into my soul Peace of mind is hard to find, at times I slip and lose control Imperfectly perfect but continue working on me, no matter how hard it be Grass may look greener to you and all of your crew but theres always more than you see I'm being passive with emotion, how it always used to be I put my soul into the beat and then I make my lyric bleed In this life we get by High, fall, fly and I know In this life we waste time Cry, feel, die and I know In this life we feel pain Pride, pills, lies and I know In this life we love crime Rhymes, thrills, dimes and I know Unbroke my heart and turned into a threat Took all that pain and turned into a vet It's such a shame I got caught in that net I took my l's but kept my self respect There's always bumps in the road when headed for success Just copped a chopper now it's turbulence I move with stealth just tryna circumvent Regain my health and energy spent, ima need every cent I been in the cut, boosting levels up it's a must My mind is in a rush I can't even give an inch of trust I ain't been in touch with my soul It's with my mic collecting dust Ain't had the time or energy to pick it up What you know about falling in deep depression I'm talking most days ain't bathing or dressing Lost all your weight switched eating for stressing You wear a fake smile for protection What you know about falling in deep depression I'm talking most days ain't bathing or dressing Lost all your weight switched eating for stressing You wear a fake smile for protection, you gone need a better weapon In this life we get by High, fall, fly and I know In this life we waste time Cry, feel, die and I know In this life we feel pain Pride, pills, lies and I know In this life we love crime Rhymes, thrills, dimes and I know