Slow Suicide

I'm not evil No matter what you think of me I'm just human There's a part of you that's just like me I have fallen I have broken every piece Heard heaven calling I could only reach this from my knees And now I believe I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing slow suicide (I was committing slow suicide) (They want it) (I was committing slow suicide) It's no secret I can't pretend, I can't forget What I've done Every day I live with the consequences I let it beat me Let it kick me, let it throw me to the floor Those days are over I'm moving forward It can't hurt me And now I believe I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing slow suicide (I was committing slow suicide) (They want it) (I was committing slow suicide) So many days I chose to suffer (living a lie) So many ways I chose to die Oh, had to feel less than nothing Shame and suffering To see with my own eyes I wasn't living I was committing Committing slow suicide Committing slow suicide (Commiting slow suicide) And now I believe I can't let this life pass me by In a blink of an eye it ends I can't let my tomorrows decide What I am in this life It's like committing slow suicide Committing slow suicide (I was committing slow suicide) (I was committing slow suicide) Committing slow suicide