A Letter From Prison

Sometimes I wonder. Torn between my heart, Tore between my heart and my mind And I feel my body to see if I'm in, If I'm in tune with what I find But I don't know how to feel And I don't know what to feel Anymore Anymore Wanna be the decision cision Kill free things I feel a difference inside I'm a boy who's so sick of searching Maybe there's a heaven nearby So should I let these thoughts out Or should I let you in Its so easy to be alone Who put in will I find home I just don't know How to feel Feel How to feel How to feel Feel Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here Like I am stuck here and can't move I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colours The warmth it blinds the truth But I don't know how to feel And I don't know what to feel Anymore I keep on hurting myself Tearing off the skin I let it burn in the dirt What I learned what I've learned Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch No I won't think like you If I did what am I trying to prove I just don't know I just don't know I just don't know I just don't know I just don't know how to feel I just don't know what to feel Anymore