Void In My Life

When I look back at my life I realize, realize something ain't right I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right I got something to decide Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 'Cause there's a huge void A huge void in my life make it right I'm staring up at the Pope, it soak it up while he spoke it Mesmerized and repeated, like he the author that wrote it The broads are the ones I love just don't wanna be the corporate So waiting for death to approach this take the time to say no sis I don't hate ya, for having these little seeds At 17, best believe they're a beautiful breeze Of fresh air when their's nothing else I usually need Just a smile look at 'em now hoping you just believe And my broad been in place forever I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar Been gone could of kept it going with a poem or a basic letter But naw I just hate to tell her try hard but I didn't let her The groupies get at your boy but you're my Cinderella Look girl we can make it better but there's a gift and a curse While you healing a nigga feelings, yours are usually hurt It ain't amount of cash on earth to match what you really worth Know your turf has been the church that's where you put in work And you put in overtime because you know the sign And most danger that I've been lately rap is mo' than rhymes But you still hold me down I'ma do way mo' this time Got some time that I need to manage girl you know that's right And that's speaken like a true deacon 'cause even to see you sleeping That comfortably ain't enough for me anything that you needing I'll cease anything that squeaks and cease any sink that leaks Ain't nothing gon' interrupt, your sleep deep into them sheets and peep When I look back at my life I realize, realize something ain't right I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right I got something to decide Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 'Cause there's a huge void A huge void in my life make it right How your father call the police, have your mama put in the jail When the arguments always started and ended up in a cell Hard to it was the thought of this ring that you use to wear As I darted out the apartment and pawned it to get the bail Argument after argument drama wasn't hitting well Target it ain't no harm in it smart so I didn't tell God that it was the hardest yeah life was a living hell Spent part of it steady dodging it charging off in the trails Father say he a Muslim your mama say she a Christian The Bible or the Koran which one would you be picking The cards are in your palm ain't really no use in tripping Be true to the one you choose ain't really no use in switching Yeah they gon' have to be mad at us choice is something I had to trust Standing up 'cause I had enough for my blessings not adding up Take too many things for granted right after that metal gedal bust Somebody's life is missing that's when the spirit grabbing us When I look back at my life I realize, realize something ain't right I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right I got something to decide Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 'Cause there's a huge void A huge void in my life make it right A religion is what you missing someone tell me how can it Make people panic mention God and all the weak people vanish Take God your woman and your family even your own life for granted Until you slanted on the planet with your face in the granite And I won't have it I don't wanna see my coaching divided So I decided to remind it there's a choice and provide it So put your ego to the side soon as you standing beside it Raise your right hand and let the spirit know it's invited Don't need to fight it I just wanna make it right 'fore they bury me 'Cause the truth is like therapy plus my conscience is tearing me Into pieces as deadly was dealt was not even fair to me To the soldiers that passed in the game we missing you terribly Thank my family especially in my mind like telepathy Staying humbles the recipe keep my faith and he blessing me I use the energy left in me to make sure they respecting me Walk the steps of my destiny like I know he protecting me I'm a leader believe the people won't get to see less of me No they won't see the death of me or no police arresting me I live life so successfully and just show 'em the best of me On another level mentally this position was meant for me When I look back at my life I realize, realize something ain't right I'm missing you Lord, in my life make it right I got something to decide Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 'Cause there's a huge void A huge void in my life make it right, my life Chamillitary Mayne