To Be Without You

It's so hard to be without you Lying in the bed, you are so much to be without Rattles in my head, that empty drum filled with doubt Everything you lose, the wisdom will find its way out Every night is lonesome and is longer than before Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard to be without you Used to feel so angry, and now only I feel humble Stinging from the storm inside my ribs where it thunders Nothing left to say or really even wonder We are like a book and every page is so torn Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard not to call you Thunders in my bones out on the streets where I first saw you When everything was new and colourful, it's gotten darker Every day's a lesson, things were brighter before Nothing really matters anymore It's so hard to be without you Everyday I find another little thread of silver Waiting for me when I wake, some place on the pillow And then I see the empty space beside me and remember I feel empty, I feel tired, I feel worn Nothing really matters anymore