ONE LAST TIME

Waking up on the floor with no one else in the room I never felt like this before, I just hope I'm leaving soon And if tomorrow I don't wake up, just know I really tried To make the best of your forgiveness Tell me one last time how I never tried Was so close to breaking through last time I thought that I'd be sheltered by nothingness By the lack of consciousness But I lay here awake, too afraid to dream 'Cause if I might have to face myself I'll buckle at my knees Tell me one last time how I never tried I've seen the light, but never felt this close Pushed my pain aside, 'cause I could never give it to those 'Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat Displaying my debts to the world I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate Tell me one last time how I never tried And if tomorrow I don't wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness And tell my brother he'll be fine