Fever Dream

I'm ashes, post-flame All the coal that disintegrates I'll just lie here quietly Sink into the earth's defeat As I watched you grow dull Wonder how you stay so cold Always knew something was wrong Never chose to play along, here So sit down, shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long 'Cause right now you're only holding me back 'Cause I'm not where I want to be And you're not who I wish you were So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life While I was eating off the floor Alone and drowning in my thoughts Your gut was full, still wanting more You wanted more So sit down, shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long 'Cause right now you're only holding me back 'Cause I'm not where I want to be And you're not who I wish you were So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life I walk this road Behind you now I feel so lost 'Cause you're never gonna turn around Down cobblestone I scream your name I fight your past 'Cause you're never gonna feel the same ('Cause you're never gonna feel the same) I walk this road Behind you now (Drown myself in this peaceful lake) I feel so lost (Feel the water pull me away) 'Cause you're never gonna turn around Down cobblestone (Maybe there's a place for us) I scream your name (Down here someday) I fight your past (I'll see you again someday) 'Cause you're never gonna feel the same (I promise I'll see you someday) So sit down, shut off I don't know how I let you lead so long 'Cause right now you're only holding me back 'Cause I'm not where I want to be No, you're not who I wish you were So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life