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Thinking Out Loud
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Thinking Out Loud was released on November 16, 2018 by Big Figures as a part of the album Thinking Out Loud - Single
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Release DateNovember 16, 2018
LabelBig Figures
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM78

Credits

Lyrics

Thinking out loud
Life, it's a funny thing
But guess we just gotta get on moving, isn't it?
But hear me out though, uh
This is nothing but the facts, I pray the music work
'Cause I'm tired of serving caps
I'm tryna make a change from them raps, to these raps
And if it doesn't work, I guess I'm back to flipping packs
I had to take a break, to get my mind right
I don't want no fame or no limelight, but I guess it comes with it
I sold out my first show, I don't know how I did it
So focused on this dream
That I ain't seen no one in a minute, please forgive me
I hope they understand it
You know I can't change if God's planned it
Sometimes I fucking can't stand it
Missing out on time with my little daughter
I should be there for her
Daddy, I'm your number-one supporter, is what tells me
And that shit melts me, so I can't fail, gee
One day I'll be wealthy
The pressure knocked me low
But I just dealt with it myself, gee
Mentally I'm drained, so I know this shit ain't healthy, trust me
I know this shit ain't health
Life had me fucked up
This is what it come to
I met in China, run
But you've got nowhere you can run to
Staring at this bottle
Thinking I should get drunk too
Looking in my mirror like
That's not the guy I once knew
You know the amount of times I shed tears
It made me sick
Hiding my emotions had me sleeping in my whip
I blame it on myself
Because I'm the captain of my ship
And even in through my worst days, never asked no one for shit
I wish I had a person I could chat to
Man was in a hole fam
I was on my own fam
I only got myself to blame, 'cause I never told man
Pride can be your biggest downfall
When you're a grown man
Even with these losses
I had to take them as my lessons
It's funny how your whole life can change in a few seconds
Is God really real? 'Cause He ain't answering my questions
Or maybe that He is, but I'm just blinded to my blessings
Questions
I say it how it is, 'cause that's the thought up in my head
It's funny how people show you more love when you dead
Thinking 'bout my grandma, I remember what she said
Keep your faith strong and don't let devils in your head
I told myself rise up, stand back on your feet
Actions speak louder, so be careful when you speak
Pain is only temporary, don't take that as defeat
You're born to be a leader, so don't follow like no sheep
You're sowing what you reap
Thank you all for doubting me
Sometimes I look around
And ask myself who's really down for me
Not a single person's ever told me that they're proud of me
Still my heart's pure, and I'll take that to the ground with me
Believe that, I don't want no sympathy
Do this one thing for me
Ask all of your loved ones how they're feeling
Everybody fights their own battles with their demon
So please never judge a book before you start reading
Figures
Written by: Alex Toth, Figure flows, Joe Watchorn
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