From the Ground

I can't see because I'm staring at a blank wall I can't breathe because my fucking thoughts are choking me now I can't grieve for the souls that are so lost I can't leave because my fucking self is holding me down Imagine cold hands up to your throat The thought alone makes you swallow your hope And now it's harder to cope, and I don't know where I'll go These fallacies, I don't believe in fear that nobody knows It's a red night, and I don't see any light And then a flatline, I'm fucking ready to die As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found inside my mind, goodbye As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found up in the sky, goodbye Watch as we all fall apart We all fall apart? We all fall apart Would you forgive me if I told you that I lied like you? So full of hate with no love to lose Would you deny it if I asked you just to tell the truth? 'Cause in the end, you gotta decide what side to choose Imagine cold hands holding your heart The thought alone can only tear you apart I know you wish it would end, it's sad it's only the start These memories, they only mean my soul is empty and dark It's a red night, and I don't see any light And then a flatline, I'm fucking ready to die As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found inside my mind, goodbye As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found up in the sky, goodbye It's a red night, and I don't see any light And then a flatline, I'm fucking ready to die It's a red night, if it's wrong or it's right And if I don't fight, it's like being buried alive It's a red night, and I don't see any light And then a flatline, I'm fucking ready to die It's a red night, if it's wrong or it's right And if I don't fight, it's like being buried alive 'Cause I, I wanna feel anything, and I know that we all think We can't be wrong, soon we'll all be gone, and I I don't know what this means, but if I knew anything I'd know for sure, we'll all be gone and on As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found inside my mind, goodbye As I look up from the ground, I see darkness all around And I'm lost but can't be found up in the sky, goodbye