album cover
Holding On
album cover
Holding On was released on November 28, 2018 by Ue as a part of the album Life
AlbumLife
ReleasedNovember 28, 2018
LabelUe
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

I'm still holding on
People want me to be strong
I'm so stuck in this depression
It's got me stressing
Contemplating suicide
This life is just do or die
Every day it's who am I?
I'm stuck in a constant battle
And I don't know where to go
That is something that I don't know
It's got me anxious from all these songs now on my canvas
I'm so hesitant to even let these songs out
So I force myself to hold out
All my thoughts make me doubt
All this shit that I've let out
All my pain is seeping in
It's a rush of sad adrenaline
Pain is the worst kind of medicine
So just let that fucking settle in
Can you see the pain in my eyes?
Can you see the reason that I cried?
I'm so sorry to the ones I hurt
From Shay to Carly and every other girl
The reason you were hurt is because you were in my world
I'm not trying to make excuses
I'm sorry I left you all with mental bruises
All my life I've dealt with anxiety
'Cause I thought there's no way you could like me
And I know you'll never agree
And I'm so sorry to you Carly
I always tried to be the best I could be
But truthfully you gave me more than I gave
You would walk to my house from 1 to 3 AM
And you always fucking stayed
You were honestly what I craved
After Zoe passed I felt like life was hopeless
But you helped me focus
You made me a better person
But I hurt you again and left you hurting
When I came back running back you let me in
Then I kept hurting you again and again
So I understand why you never came back
Honestly I don't blame you for that
Just know that you deserve the world
And your next boyfriend better give you that
'Cause that's what I didn't do
And I hope you can forgive me
Because that would mean the world to me
Just know that I will always remember you
Even my roughest times you were there
Even in my own despair so thank you
And to everyone else I'm still holding on to this life
And I'm never letting go
'Cause I'm gonna take that throne
And not let anyone tell me fucking no
I'm not letting anyone fucking tell me no
So I'm telling everyone right now on this track
To fucking stand up against the bitches
And after all the shit you did
Just rise up and say sorry and be a man about it
Don't talk shit be a man about it
Written by: Callum David Stock

Loading...