I Choke

Change the water that I swim in

'cause it's too damn brown

I drown in this big pile of mud

And I can't I can't get around

I choke when I wanna breathe

I crawl when I wanna fly

I die when I wanna live

I live when I wanna die

Mankind fell in love with the universe

Got jealous and raped the whole world

I drown in this big pile of mud

And I can't I can't get around

I choke when I wanna breathe

I crawl when I wanna fly

I die when I wanna live

I live when I wanna die

I drink what I shouldn't drink

I eat what I shouldn't eat

I feel how I shouldn't feel

I am where I shouldn't be

I walk around like a prisoner with a ball an' chain

As I carry the world on my shoulders

It feeds my nightmares and steals my power

I fear what I shouldn't fear

I read what I shouldn't read

And I hear what I shouldn't hear

I see what I shouldn't see

I choke when I wanna breathe

I crawl when I wanna fly

I die when I wanna live

I live when I wanna die

I drink what I shouldn't drink

I eat what I shouldn't eat

I feel how I shouldn't feel

I am where I shouldn't be