What If?

Been disconnected for so long And left my mark here along the way So many years have come and gone So many fears have remained the same A sea of faith, I swim and play Yet drowning all possibilities Beyond what I believe and know I cut the cord free of home again It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A struggle deep within, what if? What if I leave, could I still breathe? What if I breathe, could I still be? And if I leave, would I be me? I lost my hope along the way I lost my hope along the way It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A struggle deep within, what if? What if I leave, could I still breathe? What if I breathe, could I still be? And if I leave, would I be me? What if? What if? What if? It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A demon deep within, what if? What if I leave, could I still breathe? What if I breathe, could I still be? And if I leave, would I be me? What if? What if? What if?