Sometimes It Happens Like This

Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me Killed your companions then complained of loneliness Well, sometimes it happens like this Since I was a kid I've had a black cloud follow me I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me Killed your companions then complained of loneliness Well, sometimes it happens like this Try to concede, you want what I don't need You fled with summer's speed, most likely to succeed You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl Enthralled to the beck and call You ride the rails, tied my body to the track Watched the trains run me over, never ever looking back Staring at you teary eyed How could he never know? Always being pushed aside How could he never see? Images of patricide That's how I always knew Something is wrong with the way that I feel With the way that I feel inside me And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now Nothing you say can heal these bruises I conceal Apologies are like a virus and can't change the way I feel Should I reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport So you can bait the lure for yet another whore Stepmother, steps away from being a mother Already got one and I love her, why the fuck I need another? Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist? Watch your sun eclipse, I wipe your name from my lips Staring at you teary eyed How could he never know? Always being pushed aside How could he never see? Images of patricide That's how I always knew Something is wrong with the way that I feel With the way that I feel inside me And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now Longed to be your son Some things are never too broken to be But you're dead in me I longed to be your son Some things are never too broken to be But you're dead, you're dead And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now And don't try Friend you ain't no friend to me Defy What you are I'll never be Outcry Get the fuck away from me Faux I'm stronger now Don't try I'm stronger now Don't try I'm stronger now Don't try I'm stronger now Don't try I'm stronger like I'll ever be