What Am I Doing There

I no longer know what's real anymore

In the back of my mind I have opened the door

That leads to the past and the love we once shared

I keep asking myself what am I doing there

What am I doing there, holding you tight

Taking down your hair, lying close by your side

Making believe that you still care

My new life is here, what am I doing there

I don't get much rest with the secret I keep

And I'm afraid that some night oh, I'll talk in my sleep

How could I explain to the one lying here

She's loving me now what am I doing there

What am I doing there, holding you tight

Taking down your hair, lying close by your side

Making believe that you still care

My new life is here what am I doing there

My new life is here, what am I doing there