I worry about old times and other people's hard work

But Matt says "it was worth it in the moment"

And I take comfort in that

Lying awake, I wait for motivation

Body and mind disagree on more than one occasion

I saw an old friend, he felt better again, or so he said

But he's not home here, I saw the stories and photographs agreeing, "it's not alright"

Repeating

Don't believe it

Falling in love with coffee girls after a black eye in Philly

And I drove all the way back home

I saw an old friend, and he misses his life a year ago and he misses his girl

And he says "everybody's lonesome"

And I agree

Don't believe it

Don't believe myself

I'm falling in love with sleeping on unfamiliar floors

What if I sit aside and defy suicide? You decide

What if I sit aside and defy suicide? You decide

(Don't believe myself, I'm falling in love with coffee girls after a black eye in Philly

And Matt says "it was worth it in the moment"

And I suppose that I will choose to see the comfort in that)