Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Tom Niland
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tom Niland
Writer
Sydney Kerley
Writer
Lyrics
Taking so much drugs, I lost my focus
No way out depression, need a Moses
Swimming in daydreams, surrounded by crocus
Swimming in pills, my mind is broken
One in seven billions, still no one noticed
How my life is ending, dying in slowness
Not going to heaven, no more lotus
Only love the cigarettes, dead roses
Look at all this shit, dead kids on horizon
Please don't start to find a way to brighten
Society's an slave of the blood diamond
Society's corrupted, fuck the sirens
Just look at an picture, little kid crying
I know he's just too broken from always trying
To better his life, promised dying
Fuck the rich man, when they not lying?
Mental pioneer, Capital Steez
I am a wood kid, hanging from the tree
Like they did not long ago, shut up and freeze
They don't care about anybody, we the disease
Life is fucking hell, when you see the dead body
Hanging down everywhere, don't want that to nobody
Feel like I got poisoned, call it Nagasaki
Opposed to the good things, call me Anunnaki
They such fucking greedy bastards, I see the strings
That control us, script our lives, box ring
Using all the Africans, can't spread their wings
Using minorities, like they are the kings
And if they get caught, they wolf in a sheep skin
They don't get punished for all their sins
But the minorities, pull 'em over they are dead
Rest in peace to all of them, police is the threat
We, It was
It was around the time that we became friends and
You know, you always said it
It was- It was a mutual thing
And then It became an official thing, It was, It was
It was, It was
It was
You know, I was putting it forward
You know, always put everything out there and
And- and you did too for a little bit until. I mean
You saw it before I did, you realized that
We weren't. you know. It doesn't
Not everything works out like the movies. uhm
But I tried. You can't say I didn't- I didn't try
And at the time, I thought I loved you, but
What Is the definition of love, like genuine love?
Is it someone that you wanna be with unconditionally
Or is it someone that you care about more than yourself
Or is it both?
Because, If we're being real here
You didn't want either of those
You just wanted someone to... to occupy yourself with
And that's what kinda hurt me the most, but. yeah
Uhh, I'm, we're. I still wanna be friends. uhm
Anyways. Bye
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
I finally got it
Written by: Sydney Kerley, Tom Niland

