Heading Home (Justin Caruso Remix)

How can someone expect your happiness to lie in theirs when they can't even see your pain? I let you decide by your own that how I should make you happy and didn't even get a single moment of understanding. It hurt but I held for love. You made me just so defensive for every person you wanted but so weak and in-defensive towards you. You taught me how to love what makes you happy and changed me but you didn't even try to learn what could help me be happy. My problems were a burden and my pain was your frustration. I tried and never seemed to be enough. You made me feel the guilt for turning you into a pit of anger but how long can one keep trying without even receiving a single percent from one's end? I still carry my remorse, guilt, anger, sadness and frustration bottled up inside me and have the gut to smile at you like nothing ever happened.