If only you could see me now
I've changed inside, I'd make you proud
I still try to impress you cause
Lately I'm never through
It felt a lot like love to me
But I don't know what love should be
I filled my mind with thoughts so pure but
Lately I'm never sure
I get caught up in feeling moved on
Pat my back, feeling I've won
I'm alone no one to hide from
I thought I'd be well now
I can't believe I'm still down
So many wasted nights
Am I doomed for life?
To feel alone never happy
Racing thoughts as company
Knowing you're not thinking of me
I had it all figured out
I found closure there was no doubt
So what's the harm in one more night? but
Lately I'm never right
