I've Realised

The neigbourhood I used to know's quite strange Got a wallet full of notes cause I don't like change And my life's nowhere near a fairytale yet, But it helps that I'm driving in a snow white range. I had a nice beamer but while I was driving it, I crashed it and my sister and my mother died in it. That never stressed me it seems really bad But I know that they're resting in peace with my dad. So I feel like I did a favour for 'em And for my sacrifice I was made an orphan, My sister never had both of her parents on this earth Cause my dad was murdered while my mum was pregnant with her. So they've been united and I see you fighting the tears, But I still see 'em when I dream at night kids So leave the crying to the new born babies That I left behind with the woman who betrayed me. I've realised that there's only one way out of this life, So please bear that in mind while you're living yours. Before you came I told myself I would die for whats mine, Cause I've got nothing else to live for. I started saying that the hood's changed too fast, But I made a digression to explain my past, But back to the crux of the matter, Property buyers wanna see a few more rungs on the ladder And you middle class uni students don't bother me yet But I think you might prove a neusence, Cause right now you think it's cool to rent in the ghetto, Getting allowance from daddy and spend it in netto or Tesco Cause every little helps to save funds, When all you wanna do every weekend is take drugs And you know I'm top shot at the competition of hating you So I've a problem they're on a mission like Katy B. Guy's they think the bullys wanna ruin this But you should know that pigs will fly when the bullets stop doing it. I shoot heads so stay if you dare But you should never expect a place to change cause you moved there I've realised that there's only one way out of this life, So please bear that in mind while you're living yours. Before you came I told myself I would die for whats mine, Cause I've got nothing else to live for. Like I said, I don't think you're bad hipsters, I don't wanna seem like one of them ignorant niggas I'm here when you need me for a wicked gram fix But I'm not trying to end up in your Instagram pictures. There is no love between you and me, Just take your drugs and runalong to your art and your sushi, Or whatever the fuck it is that you eat, You ain't saying we're chums when you complain there's guns in the comminity. The pigs are only out here to get a piniata so tell 'em who we are; we'll be banged up for years. The most important thing is that you don't know my name I've been selling charlie to pamala for years, And all my long-time customers understand the lifestyle we chose where there's drugs, guns come and that's how we go. So take note before you cry to the law, Anything worth gettings worth fight for. I've realised that there's only one way out of this life, So please bear that in mind while you're living yours. Before you came I told myself I would die for whats mine, Cause I've got nothing else to live for.