Perfectly Out Of Place

Take me back where I was your only friend Well, I was patiently waiting on your response You're perfectly out of place You say, "If I can't love myself Then how the hell can I try to love you?" Did you forget how it first felt Or did you feel nothing when I held on to you? You're perfectly out of place You're perfectly out of place It made me wanna hurt myself But I would never do that to you But I still thought it through Sleep tonight and think this through You are the only one that I care about You're perfectly out of place And you're so beautiful I wish I could reach out and touch you Soft skin, your lips I could die, I could die and never cry again Soft skin, your lips I could die, I could die and never cry again And I'll just say it outright I won't try to be poetic or silly I cut myself on the bathroom floor with scissors and I bled I couldn't reconcile the pain I had So I made myself breathe a new way And I tried to hide my scars But when you saw the blood stains on my bed sheets You said, "What's wrong?" and held me And I felt loved And I felt loved for the first time in what seemed like forever And as you grasped me tight, I felt like I was in the arms of God And there I wailed And there I wailed, oh You're perfectly out of place