Covered in Chaos

I've been drowning in my mind And I can barely breathe Treading water like a child in need Why'd you have to leave me here To work it out alone? I don't wanna grow up this fast on my own And I know I've been messing up lately Living on no sleep, barely alive Now I see you when every reflection Should be in Heaven by now I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you Send me a sign that you're not alone And I've been kept straight by your hand But now I'm gasoline Starting fires and washing sand with sea And I know I've been messing up lately Living on no sleep, barely alive Now I see you when every reflection Should be in Heaven by now Covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you Send me a sign that you're not alone And I'm not a fool, just beat up my truth I hope it'll pass by the time I see you Get out of this room, get over the truth And I'll be okay by the time I see you 'Cause I know I've been messing up lately Living on no sleep, barely alive I'm covered in chaos, waking up nightly without you And I'm fading deeper, losing hold of control Too young to be faithless, give it up nightly without you Send me a sign that you're not alone So send me a sign that you're not alone