You've Met With a Terrible Fate, Haven't You?

I think I know what's best for my interest, but I'm not sure if I could ever listen I've been motioning emotions back to you This Cali calm is only keeping the moments that I start to think It's a temporary fix for something like me and you I guess I'll stay inside Am I better off trying to hide I guess I'll stay inside When there's a consequence to feel alright Common sense says "try" I never had the sense that you could break my heart But now I'm facing the reputation of losing what I've known Under the pieces of uncovered letters, there's an empty shell of memories I thought I would let go "Well who made up their mind?" Let's assume A constant reminder why we could never ever talk it through Tonight we found ourselves completely lost in sight Another day goes by and I can't seem to figure out what's right Has it always been behind my eyes? So show up to leave I can taste the poison in looking at you looking back at me But the fact is that I never had the sense that you could break my heart But now I'm facing the reputation of losing what I've known Under the pieces of uncovered letters, there's an empty shell of memories I thought I would let go Can't believe that I was emotionally invested in what's always smothering me You're toxic, intolerant, don't even bother trying to trade off those vibes that we made No more waiting I'll save assumptions for another life