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Journal Entry #1
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Journal Entry #1 was released on January 13, 2019 by 635036 Records DK2 as a part of the album From the Bottom to the Start
January 13, 2019
Label635036 Records DK2
LanguageEnglish
BPM160
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I'm just sitting alone here doing nothing
No one even knows if I have a pulse right now
I doubt anyone would care
But that's a selfish thing to say
Because my family is always there
I just feel this vain lust for public acceptance
But I know the real me hates me for it
I always set myself up to lose
Because I could be their dream
But I lock myself in
The confines of me
I try to blame others for making me this way
But I know it's just really up to me
I fucked me up in a way
That I can never take back
But now I'm conscious of my self-destructive ways
So goddamn self-conscious
Of everything I say and everything I do
Why did I stay
To write this pain
To feel this in my veins
I'm just sitting alone here doing nothing
No one even knows if I have a pulse right now
Written by: Adrian Sills, Andrew Moore, Logan Rombach, Tyler Webb

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