Don't Look At Me

Don't look at me

I'm not the mess I seem to be

You know looks sometimes can deceive

So don't look at me

What happened last night

I know you can't understand

Until I came home I had no plan

But I drank and I drank

And I drank and I fell

What happened after that

I don't remember too well

So don't look at me…

This was the act of a desperate man

It was total self-hate that

Put that blade in my hand

Now I'm crying all night

And I'm crying all day

I'm trying to remember what it felt like

Not to feel this way

So don't look at me…

This was the act of a desperate man

It was total self-hate that

Put that blade in my hand

Now I'm crying all night

And I'm crying all day

I'm trying to remember what it felt like

Not to feel this way

Don't look at me…

I can't sleep at night

Don't eat anymore

I stumble in late

Like some drunken old whore

Don't know what I want

Don't know what I need

Don't want to beg

Don't want to be on my knees

Don't want to be on my knees now

So don't look at me, don't look at me…