Remorse Code

Cracking the code I wrote Encrypted with all the lies I told Curious anecdote Told to help me shed this misery Am I the only one that feels this way Accepting self loathing Will I ever love myself Or am I just destined to rot on the shelf I didn't wanna believe What my eyes told me (I never wanted it this way) But now I finally see That the cure for loneliness is six feet deep So I Burned The Letter That I Wrote And All The Lies That I Once Told Tell Me What I Already Know Shattered And Tattered Is My Ego I didn't wanna believe What my eyes told me (I never wanted it this way) But now I finally see That the cure for loneliness is six feet deep Every bone in my body is shaking I don't subject myself to wishful thinking If I don't love myself for who I am Then what's the point What's the point of living I didn't wanna believe That this would never be anything to me So now I fight the pain I Never Wanted It This Way