Rebirth

Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness, when nothing is left These dreadful shades Dancing in my dwindling sight And crying out these hollow words A straying soul in my scorching flesh Dying down amid this fucking blaze My swooning world Infested by strident cries In worship of the void All vanishing in the dull and distant noise Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left This was my rebirth As one with pain and with distress Sweet surrender in serenity Will I remember this womb at all? Will I never know? Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left I am not here I do not last I am the grain in the earth I am the wave in the deep sea I am the softly whispered word In the murmuring autumn breeze In front of Antumnos' gate I beheld the mirror in the lake Recognize, I did not Nor did I comprehend Oh bright sun of the night I lift my eyes up to thee Oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me Mighty cauldron, oh nidus I surrender all to thee Panacean nothingness when nothing is left This was my rebirth