CYTOKINESIS

I saw you in clip form, the future, you're laughing

Sunglasses on, you're so happy

It's on repeat, you're so happy

You're in a car, maybe you finally got to where you're going

Hoping whatever you thought wasn't

And that turned out to be a good thing

I'm slipping, I'm fragmented

I'm grieving, I'm grieving, I'm grieving

I'm grieving our unlived life

Our unborn child, our ungrown selves, deleted

Deleted everything, our un-slept beds (Hypertension)

My dreams, your reality, I'm grieving everything

Somewhere, beyond the know, beyond the numbers

I'm living fully beyond the colors

Fully, this endless sentence

Foam flowing, winding yellow from your mouth

In clips, curls, with red repeating

Now I know the burning feeling

Of our son, trapped inside of us