Ambush

I fall into an unarmed ambush Every time you cross my mind I'm simply caught unaware when push Comes to shove -- like I'm double-blind My integrity slips through my fingers And suddenly I don't know the ropes I lose my grip when I'm put through the wringer Like a slippery bar of soap You make me nervous You make me shy I'm acting stupid I don't know why I lose control I lose my mind And all the words I try to find I feel like a lady-in-waiting A courtier to the great queen of fools All my efforts at figure skating Turns to wobbling on frozen pools You make me nervous You make me shy I'm acting stupid I don't know why I lose control I lose my mind And all the words I try to find Owing to my trembling instability My appearance to you is a sham All I want is, all sincerity Just to show you who I am You make me nervous You make me shy I'm acting stupid I don't know why You make me nervous You make me shy I'm acting stupid I don't know why I lose control I lose my mind And all the words I try to find