Moment of Surrender

I tied myself with wire To let the horses run free Playing with the fire until the fire played with me Yeah And the stone was semi-precious We were barely conscious Two souls too smart to be in the realm of certainty Even on our wedding day We set ourselves on fire Oh God, do not deny her And it's not if I believe in love But if love believes in me Come on and believe in me At the moment of surrender I folded to my knees I did not notice the passers-by And they did not notice me I have been in every black hole At the altar of the dark star And my body's now a begging bowl And it's begging to get back Begging to get back to my heart To the rhythm of my soul To the rhythm of my unconsciousness To the rhythm that yearns To be released from control And I was punching in the numbers At the ATM machine I could see in the reflection A face staring back at me At the moment of surrender Of vision over visibility I did not notice the passers-by And they did not notice me I was speeding on the subway Through the stations of the cross Every eye looking every other way Counting down till the pain would stop At the moment of surrender I folded to my knees I did not notice the passers-by And they did not notice me