Please don’t let me, go outside of my bedroom

Or I won’t live another day i promise I’ll be dead soon

You cannot understand the kind of life that I’ve gone through

Is what I tell myself to feel better but it don’t really help

Rather

Place blame live in shame so inane it’s my fault

And all you have to say is look at everything it cost

True

I’m a soul so lost my addiction knows no cross

I just want to close my eyes and try my best sleep it off

When I’m high I’m so high that the lows don’t exist

An when I float by the whole time I ain’t move an inch

I lost control in my left eye an now I’m stuck with this twitch

An all the sores over my body are contagious as shit

I need you here ‘cause if this don’t work an my body’s to weak

For me to fight through the withdrawals hold on let me speak

I don’t want to be another junkie on a leash

Just blowin’ through my life like garbage in the streets

So I’ll take my last chance and hope I get to see the sun

But if this don’t work out I need you to let everybody come

And maybe they won’t make the same kind of mistakes as I’ve done

But if they do at least they get a chance to see the only outcome

All my problems go...disappear disappear

Close my eyes and then... disappear disappear

Holdin my head I can't... disappear disappear

Open my eyes I hope... disappear disappear

All my problems go...

I can make it disappear

Close my eyes and then...

Watch it all disappear

Holdin my head I can't ...

I hope that it disappear

Open my eyes I hope...

That it all disappear

Inkblots like a rorschach test tell me what you see as my thoughts manifest like a noose on my neck and the bricks on my feet and a demon on my chest and he listens when I sleep its complicated life chances once either mutate with it or you live in disgust overcome by the pressure like a fish belly up obstacles in life can be different various to the ones who break the bread and eat the crust some throw you into the wheel wells under the bus I'm trying to be different trying to love and trust but the bad taste lingers like the memory of us I cant change it back but I can back it now forth this life as a guideline with the grains of sand I'm not a pillar of salt who's fault and why we argue all the time disappear into thin air shell of a man never felt here in the first tense still I feel a purpose to change the world before I purge the soul of serpents I can make anything happen you ain't seen nothing but fractions feelings and overreactions hate and attraction givin’ my sentiments traction verbally all terrain right off the rails like a runaway train sayin’ that we are the same is insane all of this happens inside of my brain and everything there in contained today and every day I push it away and make it disappear your life's a mess make it crystal clear take a listen here you can change gears fuck fear go.

All my problems go...disappear disappear

Close my eyes and then... disappear disappear

Holdin my head I can't... disappear disappear

Open my eyes I hope... disappear disappear

All my problems go...

I can make it disappear

Close my eyes and then...

Watch it all disappear

Holdin my head I can't ...

I hope that it disappear

Open my eyes I hope...

That it all disappear