Blood Blister

I staged your death and then covered all my steps when I was dreaming No evidence, left no fingerprints And no one heard you screaming Wake up and try Shake out the feeling that's stuck inside Sometimes it seems the world had it in for me, it's so defeating Goddammit, what did I do wrong, did I deserve it? Was there some sick and twisted underlying purpose? Something (something) Something tells me (something tells me) That I won't ever really understand it I watch you die when I close my eyes But I still hear your whisper Clean out the shades, the dull pain, and blood That's underneath the blister It doesn't stop Face down and float up to the top Dead skin and phantom limb memories, I feel them like a splinter Goddammit, what did I do wrong, did I deserve it? Was there some sick and twisted underlying purpose? I'm drained out and calloused Drop the dead weight and keep my balance Take beauty, leave it rendered lifeless and perverted I kick myself when I'm overwhelmed and when I feel surrounded I take a breath, 'cause there's nothing left that I can do about it I just need to relax a little I just need to relax a little I just need to relax a little I just need to relax a little