Demons in My Orbit

They keep tellin' me to love myself How the fuck do you love yourself When you know, you-you don't even know Who the fuck you are anymore? Huh Like you feel like you reach your breakin' point Every fucking day, and it's just It's hard, man They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm- They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm- Yeah, I don't know where my head's been at And I've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that It's like a headache, but the funny thing about it's that The pain won't go away 'til my brain go splat And I've been tryin' to decode myself, figure my shit out Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now I'm findin' other ways to try to cope with all the pain And if I'm bein' honest with you, baby, I am not okay The fucking voice inside my head is drivin' me insane And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same Lost in my head, lost in my mind Tellin' myself that I'll be just fine Nothing's okay and nothing's alright Smokin' all day, cryin' all night And what the fuck you expect from the kid? I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim I'm like a fish outta water tryin' to swim, ah Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better Grab the .9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm- They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head sayin' I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm-