Lesley

Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system Now it's been two years since I hurt you I remember Instagram, used to search you up When I didn't give a fuck, I was stealing all your pics Now I made a couple bucks And I think I made a difference, you miss me like all of a sudden I used to love you, but now I'm just runnin' From thoughts in my head 'cause I think that you bluffin' You only want me 'cause I'm gettin' money I only want you 'cause back in the day You had played with my feelings, put knots in my stomach I only think you that dated me just 'cause You hated me, you always treated me funny You said you love me too fast, I knew it I fell in love with the past and blew it Realized I need the cash, I knew it I never thought you would last, so threw it Father forgive me, for I know I'm sinnin' I'm off of this Henny, the room keep on spinnin' I tryna impress her, so I keep on spendin' She makin' me jealous so I think she winnin' Fallin' awake, god, I'm hatin' this feelin' You are my drug, make my eyes hit the ceilin' It's finna take a long time for this healin' She broke my heart and my soul she was stealin' It's been so long since somebody cared 'Bout somethin' that's other than money instead You care 'bout your followers, baby, I'm here I follow you, honestly, yeah, everywhere Yeah, but you want to play with me head The only time you feelin' me is in bed I swear that you treated me worse than the dead You act like I didn't exist, but I did But you s'til get mad, every time I left you on read Baby, I told you I was gon' get bread And now that I'm here, you wan' be friends Honestly, I should be apologizin' I was a dog when I think about it There's always two sides to the shit, regardless So when I look back, I'm the one that's heartless Shit, we should start speakin' again I know that you listenin' in And chill, I can't see you again 'Cause I do not want to be friends (I do not want to be friends) In fact that I don't know what I want (in fact that I don't know what I want) Gotta make up my way to the top And my heart will be broke 'til it stop And my heart will be broke 'til it stop Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system