Verse 1:

I spend most of my days sitting alone staring out of window

I'm not in prison but i am imprisoned inside my own shadow

My soul shallow please pick me up make me grateful again

Cause i dont where i begin

I have been searching for help but the helps wearing thin i need some discipline

I am committing some sins, that's only in the eyes of the beholders i just know that i am getting much older, and i feel the world is just getting much colder

I guess it is time that i face all the facts my life isn't peaceful its under attack but i'm so far in it there's no looking back my life is so damaged there's no fixing cracks

I'm tired of living life with head down

But i need some help now to pick it back up

I feel like the world is so fuckd

My times running thin and i've run out of luck

But...

Chorus:

I try my hardest to run away but it finds me somehow

I try my hardest to hide the pain but it finds me somewhere

These demons keep knocking at my window

These demons keep knocking at my window

Verse 2:

I guess i'm just a rebel that's fighting for nothing i don't have a cause

Cause i am just one man and one man is nothing i'm losing my breath and i'm done with the running, cause i've been going up hill for way to long where the fuck did i go wrong

Am i insane or is the world really crazy cause i'm starting to question the thoughts i've had lately

I am not done with fighting i'm not done with laying face down on the floow

I will let you in but trust me i'm ready for war cause right now your hitting my core

All i want in life is to not feel torn all i want in life is to be reborn

Outro:

Cause i've been going up hill for way too long

Cause i've been going up hill for way too long