Severed from Humanity

Consciousness, beyond severed from reality A mind reeling with thoughts of a divine bliss Limited by flesh This life, blessing and a curse Vestiges of my humility erased Indescribable nature of my state of being Unable to express Unable to connect My only need is to become transcendental Unable to relate Unable to adhere Inhuman need to transform my wasteful skin Indescribable nature of my state of being Scheme to be free Plot devising Psychopathic is what they call this need for release I've killed to feel Violence and carnage does naught to make me feel human I've ripped out innards, I've tried to seek help What good is this flesh if I don't even care? Dissociation with all humankind Complete utter disinterest for staying alive Consciousness, beyond severed from reality A mind reeling with thoughts of a divine bliss Limited by flesh This life, blessing and a curse Vestiges of my humility erased