Letter to My Ex

Look I don't wanna be alone no more I don't wanna feel this pain no more Without you girl it's killing me inside I try to run but something I can't hide Till this day tears fall from my eyes Tryna figure out why I still cry The way you made me feel is hard to describe I wish I knew as I pray to the sky Filled with depression I'm losing myself Addicted to you but your bad for my health Tryna make it work out with this hand I was delt You put me on the shelf and now I need some help Hold up damn Never would have thought you would hurt me How you gon switch teams on me like a jersey I gave you three strikes back to back like a turkey And you still played me triple double James Worthy Damn I wish I woulda left from the jump But I stayed thinking that you were the one Fake moves yea you hit me with the pump Like gum girl you got my ass stuck Can't move yea everythings numb So I'm sitting here clinching on this gun If I pull the trigger then my life's done Is this something that I really want Na All I know is that I love you girl and that's a fact And when times get hard just know I always got your back Giving my all is something I will never lack I can not lack Yea that's a fact Cause you were my rock and my ribs My Queen and the reason I live My life and my purpose was you My baby My lover My boo My best friend I love you to death I'll love you till my very last breath I'll love you till I have nothing left And they lay me down six feet to rest Yea This a letter to my ex You know Just had to get some shit off my chest off my mind real quick that's all Yea This a letter my ex To my ex I wish you the best I wish you the best You know if someone was to ever ask me how do you know you are in love I wouldn't be able to because you can't Nobody can Love isn't something you can explain You just have to feel it It's a feeling like no other feeling in this world and that's that feeling I felt with you Every time I seen you When I touched you When I kissed you When I held you I knew what love felt like at its fullest So if someone asked me that question I wouldn't say a word I would just show them a picture of you and say that's love That's my happy place She's the reason I smile She's my rock She's my Queen My bestfriend She's the Gina to my Martin She's the greatest gift and blessing any man could ever ask for