Reflection

People will tell you Why don't you go get some help? Take some meds? Go see a counselor Y'know, that could help you wit' your problems Some people can never understand It's a war, inside your head Lately, I've been distant from the world, in a quiet place Feels like I might be wired differently, I can't embrace From all the hurt, and all the pain, can you feel my rage? Growin' up, was bullied, they considered me a basket case But, things have changed The past is done and over with Why I keep on dwellin' on it? Why my thoughts, so cancerous? Why my best friend have to die? God, can you please answer this? Why am I still agonizin', on my last relationship? Maybe, I'ma crumble Take a shot, I'm seein' double You can hear my stomach rumble Reason I can never settle I have come up from the struggle I can promise, stayin' humble I am sorry for the trouble Dark, inside my fuckin' tunnel If my thoughts could really kill, best believe I would be dead I am out here savin' lives, and sometimes, I forget 'Cause, my demons came to play, I'm barely hangin', by a thread Maybe, I should pull this trigger, and just lay my mind to rest, yeah Lost in the music This is therapeutic Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-wo-wo Look at my reflection Angel versus demon Wish that I was dreamin' Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-wo-wo I know yo' life ain't glamorous I can see it in ya' eyes You can't even stand ya'self Your past is haunting you So, you go to rhyme, a little Toss and turnin', every night Debatin' if it even helps You quit the partyin' Quit the drugs, quit the reefer And now you think, it's problem solved 'Cause, you change ya' people? You wake up, miserable It's clear, you're feedin' off of evil Take my hand, tonight And, I can promise you'll be always peaceful What about my family, I can't leave 'em in a disarray? Give it time, and they'll move on, forget about you, anyway What about my fans, and the impact I have made on them? Find another source, do not worry, they will all amend It's better if you go, do not act like you have any friends Heaven don't exist, this is it, will you take my hand? Voices, gettin' louder, you can't fight 'em, best to sign your will Join me, on the darker side, through the dreary depths of hell Lost in the music This is therapeutic Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-wo-wo Look at my reflection Angel versus Demon Wish that I was dreamin' Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-wo-wo I feel like givin' up, though Some things, I can't explain, no I feel like givin' up, though Some things, I can't explain, no Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-wo-wo Will I rise? Will I fall? Will I rise? Will I fall? I don't know, anymo'-oh-oh