When It's Over

What am I to do when I feel I'm so done How do I go on when I know I'm on one Wish I could explain seem like I got no one Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over... When I got the whole world on my shoulders I could feel the end getting closer... Feel like I just want it to be over If I die would they miss me Would they still pop up in my comments tryna diss me They don't know my pops is doing 5 over 50 And I ain't hear from him in 3 months shit is shifty I swear life is iffy And sometimes I be over it Feeling like I can't hold it in Feeling like I can't go again Hoping y'all ain't gone notice it Been labeled as a bad girl Just case I did bad girls But everything you saw was product of a sad girl In a mad world but I'm sorry Everyday ain't no party I'm not Nicki I'm not Cardi I'm a Dreamdoll but not Barbie Everyday I get older Swear to God I just want it to be over What am I to do when I feel I'm so done How do I go on when I know I'm on one Wish I could explain seem like I got no one Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over... When I got the whole world on my shoulders I could feel the end getting closer... Feel like I just want it to be over If I die would you miss me Would you drive by and play me loud through the city Or would you say Dreamdoll was just another pretty Reality star with some ass and some titties... please I'm the oldest of 5 tryna keep us alive Outta Edenwald projects you learn how to survive And I cry and wanna give it up Cause they ain't tryna give a feature less I give it up Thats real as fuck And if the rawness offend you I-magine what I been through Cause it be messing with my mental they don't see my potential My pictures off of IG Cause fuck likes it's no love left inside me (Geek Geek) What am I to do when I feel I'm so done How do I go on when I know I'm on one Wish I could explain seem like I got no one Wake up everyday feel like I just want it to be over... When I got the whole world on my shoulders I could feel the end getting closer... Feel like I just want it to be over