Queenspeak

I swear to God I've tried, I swear to God I've tried It's just so hard to accept that, it's just so hard to accept that I swear to God I've tried, I swear to God I've tried It's just so hard to accept the fact that I am so alone Do you know what it's like to fight inside your mind? Staying up every night feeling dead inside As I lay me down to sleep Every night I wait for death Oh reaper please take my last breath Can't you tell that I'm a mess? Waiting until I fall apart next I trace the paths that your fingers used to take crawling on my skin Do you remember when I meant the world to you? I don't know what to do when every single thing reminds me of you So pardon me but cant you see that you were my favorite part of me When the queen speaks you bow your head. You'll be better off than better off dead Swallow another pill to make me feel okay Make it go away I'm sorry if I ever pushed you away I swear to God all I wanted was for you to stay Dear depression, my oldest friend, you sent moths to live inside my abdomen Can you feel it? It sends shivers like rivers through my bloodlines As I lay me down to sleep Every night I wait for death Oh reaper please take my last breath Can't you tell that I'm a mess? Waiting until I fall apart next