Disappearing

Some day soon it's getting near I'm going to disappear Traveling through time and space I will keep you near Life is just an illusion I can't tolerate don't fear I may not be in your reality but for the moment I'm right here I give up for the first time in my life, this was all irrelevant Having to live this life without you is not my element Seems like none of this is true, find myself missing the old you Having to go through this world with nothing left to prove I'm so done with all this can't stand it anymore Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky Why does time always have to speed on by It's so hard these days to find true love in this world But what I felt for you I have never felt before All I can picture now is you walking out my door So I'm disappearing now you won't see me anymore I'm going to disappear now like I was never here Won't be a puff of smoke it will all be crystal clear I choose not to go through this world if I can't have you near I'm ending this never-ending tragedy now watch me disappear I'm so gone now you won't ever see me anymore Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky Why does time always have to speed on by Lights are flying by so fast always living in the past Headed towards this black hole accelerating too fast Disappearing I'll never last I'm going on vacation It's taking a long time to reach this final destination Drawn to this darkness I'm being pulled in all directions Trying to escape I'm trying to deflect all of these reflections Seeing all my many sides seeing so many sections All I want is the solution this life came with no directions I'm so alone now you don't feel me anymore Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky Why does time always have to speed on by Floating through the air never in my life I didn't care Always thought there was something more something more out there Waking up from this dream I just want to disappear You were just here in my dreams but in reality you weren't there Seeing past this illusion so as to not cause any confusion I'm drifting away from this loneliness away from this seclusion Away from this life I thought I had it's a failed delusion Getting closer to the end I'm almost done with this conclusion I'm so closed now not at home I've locked up the doors Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky Why does time always have to speed on by Some day soon it's getting near I'm going to disappear Traveling through time and space I will keep you near Life is just an illusion I can't tolerate don't fear I may not be in your reality but for the moment I'm right here I give up for the first time in my life, this was all irrelevant Having to live this life without you is not my element Seems like none of this is true, find myself missing the old you Having to go through this world with nothing left to prove I'm so done with all this I can't stand it anymore Like a ghost I'm disappearing right through the walls Headed towards the moon it's lighting up the sky Why does time always have to speed on by