Thorns and Demons (feat. Ch4ng)

I wanna feel you, wanna heal you With all of my heart But I can't find you anywhere Oh I would take it if I ever had the chance to restart But I can't stand up to the thorns and the demons of love We were parts of one alliance, thoughts aligned But then it hit me on the sidewalk like All these years I didn't mind But I can't tolerate the lies no more, no more I don't know what I'm fighting for Don't know what I'm hiding from Oh this love turned sideways long ago You're changing with the tides A neverending spiral Tell me, are we worth our while? I wanna feel you, wanna heal you With all of my heart But I can't find you anywhere Oh I would take it if I ever had the chance to restart But I can't stand up to the thorns and the demons of love Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada Oh we can never get it back Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada But we can always look back We used to lighten up our nights, fireflies Then some day you lost the spark in your eyes We don't have to justify Not taking a shot at getting by Cuz I just can't help the toxicity Hearts now beat in syncopes I was never good at handling things I first turned to denial Proximity to miles Oh 'We' turned into 'You and I' I wanna feel you, wanna heal you With all of my heart But I can't find you anywhere Oh I would take it if I ever had the chance to restart But I can't stand up to the thorns and the demons of love Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada Oh we can never get it back Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada I guess we're both to blame There's no bad blood in love's wicked game Cuz I don't miss you as you are I miss the one I knew before I guess we're both to blame There's no bad blood in love's wicked game Cuz I don't miss you as you are I miss the one I knew before I wanna feel you, wanna heal you With all of my heart But I can't find you anywhere Oh I would take it if I ever had the chance to restart But I can't stand up to the thorns and the demons of love Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada Oh we can never get it back Badadadadada, badadadadada, badadada But we can always look back I wanna feel you, wanna heal you With all of my heart But I can't find you anywhere Oh I would take it if I ever had the chance to restart But I can't stand up to the thorns and the demons of love