Times

I remember times When you always called Even if I'm barely picking up the phone Shit, was never easy you were never home Even when the TVs on I'm alone I was with mom but you were never there Even started thinking do you even care Knowing all the drinking has you in the air Would you ever stop home maybe be aware Do ever think that anything would change Even in the past tense when you always drank Maybe if you didn't things would be the way You probably always dreamed of But it is okay Cause I'm living my life different in a way I know we barely talk I hope that your okay We'll always be family No matter the place I am doing better living in this state But sometimes I think Could it have changed Maybe if you acted different when I stayed Now its hard to see you unless I'm on a plane And its hard to drive long on the interstate Life just has a path I guess that mine has changed Maybe one day I can tell you to your face That I always love you no matter the things You have made me go thru It really paved the way But I remember times When you always called Even if I'm barely picking up the phone