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Been there, I've fucked up, you stuck in my mind And now I am mentally forced to commit suicide I do not feel anything cuz I'm dissociating I'm proved that the longer I'm living my life Longer I breathe, longer I fight, I see my friends dying left and then right Things that I feared the most, now've come to light Guess it means now I'mma die Maybe I'll lock myself in for my own fucking safety And have someone to then check up on my psyche I cannot even be loved cuz I'm toxic, I'm ugly These bitches they say that I'm childish And sadly I feel like I'm better than everyone else Frankly, I wanna be somebody else So that I can be taken away from this personal hell Don't leave me, don't leave me, but gimme your hickeys, I need your affection Do not let me deal with your lustful objections, confession Baby you're my only connection Now I'mma be disregarded through the natural selection Your honor I have an objection, I'm toxic cuz this is for my own protection Can't handle or process all this information Ay Let's go fuckin' dance Pop a Xanax til you crash My head upon your lap, Talk about your life til we turn to ash Yah Let's go fuckin' dance Pop a Xanax til you crash My head upon your lap Talk about your life til we turn to ash Yah Warmed by the sunlight, warm showers and the warmth from my bed Is the only, warmth that I'll get Although I cannot complain cuz this thing is a luxury Love is a tragedy, tis da inflicter of agony, causer of casualties It was the reason I had my anxiety, I've been deprived of this thankfully Heart turned to rock and now I just feel apathy Then you come back and you say that you love me No, no, no, no what an irony, you're just talkin' to a husk I've been dead all along Then you dare have the audacity, say I'm a freak One you refer to is one you created, the product of pain Got'em buried deep like my engravings Dead I will roam like I'm lost when I'm wandering earth When I will die, I will take to the sky and abandon this greedy old mind But before I go Let's go fuckin' dance Pop a Xanax til you crash My head upon your lap Talk about your life til we turn to ash Yah Let's go fuckin' dance Pop a Xanax til you crash My head upon your lap